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Recalling 4 years now …

Ok, so it’s been almost 4 years since we decided to go for IVF. I still remember that we were very optimistic… we’re pretty physically healthy, we look after ourselves, we’re good people, we’ll have a baby very soon … we’ll be successful. There’s only 6 eggs extracted. It’s ok, we thought, it’s better than none. The disappointment. I’ve practically decided on my own without consulting the husband that we’ll go for round 2 almost immediately. To me “ don’t waste time… my body is already fuelled with all the necessary hormones … I’m not getting any younger … I didn’t rest well then, I’ve pushed myself too much, we’ll be successful now ….”. Come to think of it, any excuses then won’t make any difference. I just want it now. I just want a baby.